torsdag den 13. marts 2008

a bit of me

hello I'm anna

I'm a girl, but that doesn't really concern me that much. Mostly I just think of myself as a human, a dane, a sister, a daughter, a mind and a body.
I like art, I often make things and build stuff, it's like playing but to make it more understandable to me and my surroundings I call it art, so you can call me an artist. I like to look at things that look interesting or pleases my mind. I like to listen to music and dream too. I read a lot, it relaxes me in a way that in the same time doesn't make me feel like I'm wasting time.
I have a kind family, I don't think I can call them normal, and sometimes we get to drunk and yell at each other but we seem to forgive or forget about that and i still love them very much.
I have a cat and a dog, it's nice to be around animals, maybe its because they don't talk or disagree with me, it could also be because their soft fur is nice to touch.
It's nice to have somebody to love, but I would rather be alone than with somebody who doesn't share my feelings or annoys me.
It makes me feel good to know where I am and what I'm supposed to do, but since that doesn't happen really often I sometimes make a lot of plans and seem very busy, it makes me feel important and effective, and at the same time it is not a disaster if I get tired and have to cancel something.
I like being around my friends and talk, sometimes I talk too much, especially if I get drunk. And other times I just like to be alone and relax with my own company... and maybe a glass of wine.
Sometimes I feel confused and lose my confidence then I dress up like somebody else and pretend that the real me doesn't exist, but then I get happy again and just want to be myself.
I often wander around in the city, usely because I'm lost or dont know what to do, then I just pretend to be a tourist in a foreign country experiencing the surroundings with an adventures mind, it makes it seem more relaxing and fun and I forget that Im actually confused and lost.
So that's me Anna, I like my life, even though it can be confusing and tough sometime, but I think Im a very positive person and a survivor. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger, and most of the time Im pretty pleased with it.